When heart and mind divides
the tore it makes in one’s soul
is unspeakable for the pain
it bears has no cure or relief
till an answer is won between the two

The safety of one’s home
is now a question
for this is a place where
monsters and demons roam

And no love nor warmth can be found
where is one to go in the
night of day besides stay
and suffer in this small space

What do you see
when you set your eyes on me?
Do you see me at all
because the coldness I feel
is as if you look right through me
as if I am nothing more than
a burden with no potential whatsoever

A question left unspoken
is kept caged in my head
like a beast who is
always hungry but never satisfied

what is this feeling trickling
within, it sinks in deeps yet it never fills
it’s up to the brim but it doesn’t spill
Just how long will this go on
till it falls down the pills

These little steps
you take go further
than it seems
when will you turn
and see just
how broken you left me

You enlighten an anger that
I have not faced before
the betrayal you have
set before me have just
showed me the load of shit you are
You walk out of my life
as if you think I would forgive you
what you done
But if you dare crawl back
I’ll show no mercy
Was it not enough that you
ripped my heart out
and used me to your fullest advantaged?
I admit to my foolish ways since I was the one
who played your fucking game
and burned this bridge between us.
but it was you who set the flame
This deed will not be overlooked
and you will be the one who suffers
I’ll make sure of it

Like sand in an
hourglass I fall
through to the
pits below
and just as I thought it’s
over I turn
just to fall again